(Intro in the style of the fresh prince theme) Heres a little story all about how I met this guy and some fling thing got turned upside down, I'd like to take a minuet just wait right there I'll tell you all about how this fling thing gave me an emotional scare.
Now I would like to start this off with a disclosure notice for those who are new to my blog and what not. The disclosure being that names and certain details will be changed to protect the identity of the other person and to also protect me in case this does come up later thank you!
So for the last few months I have ben working at Tesla (for those who doesn't know what that is I encourage all of you to go take a look and learn some stuff). Now Ive been with Tesla for a few months now and in that process. I happen to have met a nice guy by the name of Elias. Which was a great name by the way because I love that name. Anyway Elias was cool we didn't talk much at first but later on we kinda bonded on vibes and his love for contemporary musicians. He wasn't my best friend but he was pretty close and we always found time to talk in the parking lot next to our job.
It was pretty cool I made all these friends at work and we all talked and added each other on snapchat. There wasn't like a "I like him" thing going on at first until one day I am on the freeway driving home and like always we talk the conversation took a turn when he started constantly calling me cute. Normally I didn't think anything of it of course but after him throwing out like 8 compliments I caught on and it was like wild fire because I caught myself flirting back. Which was weird it didn't feel right talking to a new guy after Jake had made his departure but I figured why not lets give this moving on thing a try.
The conversation was simple he told me how cute I was and we got more intimate he was like 8 years older then me but I still felt connected and he felt like my age at heart which is a weird thing to say I guess. He was a different kind of person he even had that level headed sense of humor that I like. Things were pretty standard until the next day when we got to work and started hanging out at our usual spot we kind of strayed away from the crowed and did our own thing. Trust me it was once those heated awkward situations and I knew I was gonna end up kissing him or it was gonna be the other way around.
After sitting and talking about how cute I am he worked up the nerve to grab my hand, of course that left me kind of stuck but it really threw me off when he ever so politely asked me for a kiss how could I deny! I can't say I regret it later and I am not saying that I do but what I will say he was a fantastic fucking kisser and I don't run into too many of those. According to him he hasn't kissed anyone in like two years plus but he wasn't as eager as I expected him to be. I just know after a few days and a couple of kisses that I was starting to get these weird feelings and it looked worse at work, I wasn't trying to follow him like a lost puppy with huge hearts in my eyes but it seemed like it turned out that way and the other co-workers started catching on and slowly started making fun of us.
I would like to keep in mind that this was over a course of like a week maybe more and it was probably the best thing I experienced after dealing with Jake and that whole crazy process. Things heated up especially after making naughty exchanges for each other on snap chat (I regret nothing for the most part). I was deeply in like at this point and I wasn't really worried about anything at that rate, and I felt like he was too we would save each other seats every other week in case we got on the same bus and if we did we would watch movies together. It was beautiful or so I thought.
That was until he had to make it known that he didn't want a relationship and I guess you could say that things got messed up from there. I was hoping it would affect me better but the fact that I was kinda invested was kind of screwed up to begin with. I guess I fell too hard or I was rebounding from the last situation either way thats the only thing I regret at the moment. We are still friends and I have backed off a lot and things feel a lot better then they did when I started this whole thing even though I see him at work and I still get into my feelings over him.
Moral of the story: Don't have flings with Co-workers for the simple fact that you have to see them everyday and if you exchange pictures just know they have seen you naked lol💆
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