Meet the author and Editor (UPDATED)

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Andeigh B.

Hello everyone! I just thought I'd share a couple of photos and share a little bit about myself.

My name is Andeigh (Andy) Im 26 years old, I have two kids and I use to work at Tesla, I love my work and I've been blacklisted. When Im not working im either on here keeping you guys up to date and posting new content or im out with my kids.

My hobbies include writing, dancing, and meditation, among other extracurricular activities. I have been writing ever since I could remember, so it's definitely another passion of mine. I am also a college student.     I've been studying for my degree in psychology. I was raised in Stockton, California and I hope to see the rest of the world! I also just want to add more thanks to everyone for supporting my blog. I dont know where this would be without you guys, thank you so much for the love. I can't wait to hear from you... :)

My journey into body mod pt 5: ADDITION

Well hello there everyone! I wanted to let you guys know that I got a new addition to my body modification. A few months ago I got another nose piercing, super excited! So far it's my easiest piercing, it did develop a piercing bump that I eradicated with tea tree oil. It worked wonders I had to clear the bump before I posted because you could not really see the piercing. It did scar a little bit, but overall it isn't giving me any trouble. What I will say is I absolutely love this piercing however it does close up increasingly fast once its taken out. Try to me mindful when you get a hoop I lost so many of and didnt even realize. I started loosening mine because my glasses kept snagging and circling out my nose ring but other then that this one is pretty great and its very easy to manage. I like nothing more then a piercing thats easier too manage. If anything changes I will be sure too keep you guys updated. This isnt the only addition. The other one that I have received a few months ago are my nipples. Now im not gonna post a pic of those but i will discuss them in great detail as best as i can as those have becomme a bit more tricky. I just wapped out my bars after 6 months. it didnt hurt it was very easy I had slight discomfort slididng it in as in if you don't line it upk right you start poking around in the hole and it becomes tender but yeah heres to more additions and subtractions :)

Lost in the clouds

Some days she could breathe, and the world felt like it wasn't making sense. Other days, she had everything figured out and from one steady move to the next she felt like she could go anywhere.

She felt like her thoughts were limited, but not her dreams, so she pressed on hoping from moment to moment the was sheep jumped the gate when you ease yourself to sleep.

Everyday in life is an endless possibility and thats what she loved about it, she could eat sleep breathe and still intagible to the next soul.

It got lonely and the air got cold but she refused to come down off of the clouds she once called home. She found she stopped sleeping and started having lucid nightmares. She cant really remeber where she fell offf but she has yet to forget who she is.

After days and weeks of uncertainty she finally jumped off of one the clouds and landed in sorrow where she drowned by will so she can still search for that last shot happiness.

The worst part about it was that she couldnt find it even when she searched carelessly. She finally woke up and dried her eyes, she made one last attempt at the clouds but she leaped and she missed. 

For she wasnt sad and upset considering she landed in the stars and gathered all her hopes and dreams and she laid there and she counted the stars for she was finally happy with all of the choices she made in a blink of an eye.

I take the "ILY" out of family Pt 1.

One thing we can agree on is that relationships and family mix like oil and water. This latest narrative is roaming the realms of that very saying. I made it out alive and I swear I'm unscathed, but something deep down to the core is bothering me. Why can I not ever make it in a family setting? I guess the latestest POV will give you a bit more insight into what I mean.

Now lets rewind to the past for a second, where I started talking about comfort zones and family...etcetera. So keep that Idea going for a few months. The latest incident took flight with Daniel who is now my fiancé (later posts congratulations to me yada, yada). Now keep thinking back to the post on comfort zones where I talked about how introverted I am, and his family comes on strong and I cannot handle it. If it's not in there, then there you go. Now lets move a bit forward into the future.

The latest incident started off with my dog’s balls (not sure if I ever mentioned Kato). Now the balls themselves were not the initial issue. The issue started over miscommunication. Picture that this dog loses his balls, comes home and you're having a disscussion about having the puppy stay over a few days because his usual house was unavailable for a few hours. Naturally fiancé says yes, but only after he brings it up to his mother and sister. This is where the story really starts to take a turn. His sister comes home and confronts fiancé. I dash to the closet like I normally do, and I shove my head between the clothes as I pretend not to eavesdrop. At first, things were going well up until I realized that poor little kato was passed out on the floor nearly right infront of her eyes.

The panic didn't kick in until she promted to ask if the dog was occupying the residence. To which the fiancé freaks out and says no. As I fall out of the closet, next thing you know I'm being interrogated by my closet activites unto which I plead the fifth. Everything except me is fine in the closet. I knew that was not the pretense of her question, but I just wanted to get away. Now here is where it gets tricky, the original house is unavailable, but Kato cannot stay with fiancé, of course neither of us stopped the second thing from happening. So he swoops me up and kisses me and we head off to the gym. My instincs were not feeling too good, and I kept feeling like something bad was gonna happen by leaving kato, I tried to shake the feeling.

I guess it should have hit me when the fiancé is driving and trying to text like a madman. I kept trying to pry, but he kept reassuring me that everything was fine. So once again I brushed it off, up until we got there parked and spent a million hours in the car while he continues to type like a madman. Keep in mind that we had a guest in the backseat who was joining. I'm sitting there frustrated and I finally found myself snatching his phone only to find out that his family found out about Kato. Now we have one confused guest while the lover and I are panicking our asses off.

Fiancé decides to drop the idea entirely and still go into the gym. I tell his sister to just drop off the dog and that it would be fine. Unfortunately that was not the case. It was a screaming match and threats were being thrown about my animals being tied up on my front porch. We get into the car and we smash back to his place only to find out they finally carried out the bullshit deed, and all I could do is panic and cry as I raced around the neighborhood having a stage 5 meltdown (DEFCON 1). The anxiety kicked in worse when I finally stopped the car. I screamed at everything as my breakdown continued to rage on. 

Fiancé and Roiland had a hell of a time calming me down, but I finally pulled myself together. I drove back to the house. This time I had a mood shift, and I was feeling VERY angry. Who would displace my poor dog, who just got home from having his balls cut off. I was pretty heated at his sister. Combine problems from a having a stage 5 panic attack and you throw a mood shift in that. You definitely do not know who you are, and all you want to do is punch something. It took a lot for me to not get out of the car and freak out on her, and I had to pray for me to not do so. I rocked and I yelled, my fiancé and guest had to hold me back.

Things really took a shift when fiancé decided to get out of the car, and go talk to his evil witch of a sister. I was pretty hot, but I became pretty level headed. I told him he had to decide between his sister and me. Not in that sense, it was more of a, "Either you're gonna stay and talk or we are gonna go and rescue the animals." He stayed and that left me racing to the house to make sure everything was going to be okay. Once I pull up on the scene, I see my guinea pigs in front of the car and I see my poor whacked out dog tied to the pole. Roiland and I rush out of the car and quickly collect the pets and get them in the house while I'm on the phone arguing with his sister and up the stairs we went to let them rest. We leave the house and we rush back to my fiancé.

He had found himself tied up into something that got the police involved and all I could do is wait in the darkness of the car, and get my thoughts together. I definitely had to get them together, especially when I seen the love of my life in handcuffs being loaded into the back seat of a police SUV. 

TO BE CONTINUED..... 

"Dude wheres your car" [UPDATED]

Here I present you a more interesting topic (at least for the adults). The most interesting week of my life started with me getting my car repossessed. Oh yes! I never thought it would happen, but It did. Now heres the crazy tale behind that. 

It was early in the week, I had a few days off from work and I was spending it fooling around. I had finally gotten my second paycheck and I did the first thing any adult would do, and I paid the biggest bill I have-which as we all should know right now it's only my car. Still trying to follow that up with rent you know. Just a girl trying to grow up here or there, I guess. 
I want you guys to keep in mind that it was a couple of days late because I was waiting on my second paycheck. However I guess you could say it was my fault for being a social piece of shit, and not letting them know that they were going to have to wait a few days. I try my best to avoid moments like that, but here we go back to my life. I remember getting a million phone calls and voicemails not to mention they were calling my baby's daddy's father as well, feeeeeelll the cringe.

That isn't the worst part of the story though. Theres nothing worse than coming home on a Friday night, parking your car in the usual spot taking in the sights for a little bit before you creep into the house. Finally you get a moment to yourself to masturbate and become one with the YOUniverse. Next thing you know a relative comes home and wakes you up and asks where your car is. You wake up with confidence but when they point out to you the spot where your car should be, and how its not there. You jump up and freak out and all you could do was call 9-1-1. Who could've stolen your car in that short amount of time? 9-1-1 answers and in a panic you give them your information, as you try to keep your composure.

Sadly the officer gets back to you and lets you know that your car was repossessed, and that the information will be issued out tomorrow. You hold your head down and go to your room where you cry and try and call your bank and find out where they have taken your best friend to, and how much it cost to get him back. You lay there embarrassed as this might have completely stopped you from getting a new car from them. You are determined. You scrape up whatever little money you had left and you cash out your retirement as this is an emergency. You lay there in worry, once you fall asleep you wake up scurrying to your phone and you call the bank. They give you the info but its gonna take a few days. You're waiting and pacing trying to make sense of yourself. You walk down the street and get some air. 

Another day goes by and you call the bank; lucky for you they have the info, however now you have to catch a ride to go pick up the key and empty the car just in case.You take a nap before your ride gets here, you get your wits together and you haul ass to the bank to get your money and try to send a money order. Not the easiest thing in the world, but you get it done. Now it's a waiting game, you wait for the bank to call you to let you know they received the money. A few hours go by and you take a nap. Finally your phone rings and you rush to pick up,   "Your baby is ready for pick up." You catch a ride and you stumble into the office. She has the release papers ready and you sign them. You come out and walk through the gate, she slides you the key and you run to the car and now your whole life is back on track.

Moral of the story:   PAY YOUR BILLS !!!!!! 

Just a PSA

Hey All! How are we doing today? Fantastic I hope and I hope you all are having a great night. I am, as I sit here writing and trying to stalk Elon on twitter (Jk I LOVE YOU ELON!!!!!) Anyways enough of my shenanigans, I just wanted to thank you all for sticking with me through this weird journey and on top of that some of you really do get engaged in what I write and its amazing!! Greatest "from day one" fans I ever seen. Im just asking that you all bear with me at this time, I have new stuff in the works  as amazing and totally awesome as that is I want to really get this blog off of the ground.

So I just wanted to layout all of the new changes that will be taking place and I am also asking you all for your help, I need you all who really love my work to spread it to your friends, family, anyone who you feel could relate to this, all they have to do is subscribe (only if they truly enjoy such stuff). I am also doing my part with sharing my writing across social media but this is a group effort. I have hired an editor (editorialfriend95@gmail.com) contact page soon to come. Now with more time and focus I can be organized and can make this an even better experience. Also with that being said, I will only be posting twice a week as I have to balance work and school as well.

The next change that is going to take place will be next year (haven't set a date but its in the works). I will be turning Life out of order into a podcast!!!!!!! There will be more details on that, but I am definitely looking forward to what that has to offer and the last thing I want to go over is the Domain name. I know you guys have been getting to the website using www.experiencemylife.com I just want to let you guys know that the domain name will be changed and once I have it picked out and set up ( in a week or two I will definitely give you guys a heads up. I’m also currently trying to build my own website (easier said then done). These are just some new changes so posting will be put on hold for the next few days as I want to get a jumpstart onto these new projects. I hope you guys enjoy and once again thank you for the support.